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		<title>Letter to Senator Gard, and Representative Richardson</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Dec 2009 05:17:27 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dear Senator Gard,
I previously wrote you regarding the Herald Times in Bloomington, IN and their publishing of the License To Carry a Handgun database on their website.  I expressed how this issue causes serious privacy concerns for law-abiding citizens.  This provides an avenue for criminals looking for streets that are easy targets, either with a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div id="_mcePaste" style="position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden;">Dear Senator Gard,</div>
<div id="_mcePaste" style="position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden;">I previously wrote you regarding the Herald Times in Bloomington, IN and their publishing of the License To Carry a Handgun database on their website.  I expressed how this issue causes serious privacy concerns for law-abiding citizens.  This provides an avenue for criminals looking for streets that are easy targets, either with a low number of known gun owners or a high likelihood of finding firearms in the home they can steal, making our streets far less safe.  Allowing the list of people who are licensed to carry a handgun to be public is no different than publishing a database that says fourteen African Americans live on Brookschool Road or seventeen Jews live on 126th street.  Would making such a list serve the Public&#8217;s interest at all?  It would certainly make it easier for those who wish to commit hate crimes against others easier.</div>
<div id="_mcePaste" style="position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden;">This database is required to be made available to the public under Indiana Code 5-14-3.  I humbily request that you author or support legislation to change this code to make private the database for use by Law Enforcement Officers only in relationship to a case under investigation.</div>
<div id="_mcePaste" style="position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden;">Thank you for taking the time to listen to a concerned citizen in your district.  I look forward to your thoughts on this issue.</div>
<div id="_mcePaste" style="position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden;">Sincerely,</div>
<div id="_mcePaste" style="position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden;">Lars R. Noldan</div>
<p>Dear Senator Gard / Representative Richardson,</p>
<p>I previously wrote you regarding the Herald Times in Bloomington, IN and their publishing of the License To Carry a Handgun database on their website.  I expressed how this issue causes serious privacy concerns for law-abiding citizens.  This provides an avenue for criminals looking for streets that are easy targets, either with a low number of known gun owners or a high likelihood of finding firearms in the home they can steal, making our streets far less safe.  Allowing the list of people who are licensed to carry a handgun to be public is no different than publishing a database that says fourteen African Americans live on Brookschool Road or seventeen Jews live on 126th street.  Would making such a list serve the Public&#8217;s interest at all?  It would certainly make it easier for those who wish to commit hate crimes against others easier.</p>
<p>This database is required to be made available to the public under Indiana Code 5-14-3.  I humbly request that you author or support legislation to change this code to make private the database for use by Law Enforcement Officers only in relationship to a case under investigation.</p>
<p>Thank you for taking the time to listen to a concerned citizen in your district.  I look forward to your thoughts on this issue.</p>
<p>Sincerely,</p>
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		<title>New Workspace</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=487</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 00:42:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>W9ZEB</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Ham Radio]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Build a new desk with parts from IKEA.  This is a lot classier and more functional workspace.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>On Halloween I ran down to IKEA with a friend.  He was in search of a bookcase, and I was at least passively interested in a new desk.  The one I had was a glass and steel corner desk that I got for around $100 several years ago.  Once I got into the Ham Radio hobby I quickly realized just how much I don&#8217;t like glass top desks.  You can&#8217;t hang anything from the bottom of them at all.  Which makes cable management a royal pain.  Anyone who&#8217;s a ham knows just how many cables I&#8217;m talking about.</p>
<p>I picked up a 59&#8243; x 38&#8243; desktop, four legs, and a monitor stand for about $115.  Added a $25 keyboard tray from Fry&#8217;s and came up with the picture above.  I think it came out pretty good.  Now I just need to add some cable management bits to the back and underside of the desk.</p>
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		<title>FreeBSD vs Linux &#8211; One Geeks Opinion.</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=469</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 03:24:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>W9ZEB</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[*NIX Operating Systems]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Some reasons one geek chooses FreeBSD over Linux.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>To a lot of people the choice of which Linux distribution is as religious as the emacs vs vi argument.  Debian vs RedHat vs Suse etc. etc. etc.  At least a handful of us jump ship completely and prefer to run systems from the BSD camp.  FreeBSD, OpenBSD, NetBSD, and DragonflyBSD round out the big four, with  pile of smaller versions in the wings as well.  I happen to fall into this camp.  I am a FreeBSD user.</p>
<p>Lets start with a little history.  The Linux kernel was released in it&#8217;s first version in 1991.  It was a new creation, based loosely off of the Minix, written by a Finnish College student named Linux Torvalds.  FreeBSD traces it&#8217;s roots back to Berkley Unix which did not run originally on i386 hardware.  There was a project that died in 1989 called 386BSD that was working to port Berkley Unix to the i386 processor however.  That project was revived in 1993.  There was a lawsuit in the &#8217;90s that lead to some number of lines of code being removed from the FreeBSD Kernel, and FreeBSD can not be called Unix.  The rest of the terms of the settlement are largely unknown as the file was sealed and has not been opened.</p>
<p>FreeBSD uses a package management system called Ports.  Ports streamlines the process of compiling packages, and simplifies the management of those packages dependancies.  Now on the Linux side there are a number of different ways to manage packages on the system.  On Debian you have apt, RedHat gives you yum, Arch Linux uses pacman, and Gentoo uses portage, which is roughly an implementation of the FreeBSD Ports system.</p>
<p>One of the things I like most about the FreeBSD operating system is you know what you&#8217;re getting right out of the box.  It is a complete operating system.  An engineering goal is laid out in front of the software engineers, and they work to meet that goal.  It&#8217;s been said that one of Linux&#8217;s greatest advantages is that the developers are working on a thousand improvements all at the same time.  Linux will do things in a year FreeBSD will never do, or if it does it may be some time before those features are added.  However when FreeBSD implements that feature it will be perfectly integrated with the entire system.  A quote I read, and I apologize for not being able to cite my source, says &#8220;FreeBSD is what you get when software engineers set out to port a Unix operating system to the PC.  Linux is what you get when software engineers set out to write a Unix operating system for the PC.&#8221;  That really sums it up in a nutshell doesn&#8217;t it.</p>
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		<title>Icom Service</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=480</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Oct 2009 18:04:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve got to give these guys credit.  I sent my IC-746pro in for service.  I expected it to be a simple diode replacement to fix the meter problems I was having.  It turns out the Power Amplifier was shot.  The service technician replaced the PA, and also upgraded the radio with all of the Icom [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve got to give these guys credit.  I sent my IC-746pro in for service.  I expected it to be a simple diode replacement to fix the meter problems I was having.  It turns out the Power Amplifier was shot.  The service technician replaced the PA, and also upgraded the radio with all of the Icom factory upgrades, including the display back light.</p>
<p>Total cost.  With shipping only $150.</p>
<p>Thanks Icom!</p>
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		<title>Netbook &#8211; Aspire One 751h</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=475</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Sep 2009 09:29:03 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>W9ZEB</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[*NIX Operating Systems]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Over the weekend I acquired a new netbook.  The Acer Aspire One 751h.  It has an 11.6&#8243; screen that does 1366&#215;768 resolution.  The keyboard is a good 95% full size with all the keys in the right places.  The Wifi is an Atheros card so it&#8217;s well supported on operating systems not developed in Redmond, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Over the weekend I acquired a new netbook.  The Acer Aspire One 751h.  It has an 11.6&#8243; screen that does 1366&#215;768 resolution.  The keyboard is a good 95% full size with all the keys in the right places.  The Wifi is an Atheros card so it&#8217;s well supported on operating systems not developed in Redmond, WA.  And in general, while not a barn burner, it&#8217;s sufficiently fast for how I&#8217;ll use it.</p>
<p>It came with Windows XP installed on it.  The very first thing I did was replaced that with a more proper operating system.  Specifically Linux Mint 7.  I&#8217;ve been awfully hard on Linux Mint in the past.  Primarily because they use a monolithic start menu product similar to the SLAB in OpenSuse linux, one of the things I hate most about Suse actually.  With the advent of gnome-do I don&#8217;t hardly have to use the start menu, so this has become less of an issue.  What Mint does for me is provides the latest Ubuntu release in something other than Poo Brown, with a lot of the &#8220;freedom hating&#8221; customizations I typically add via the ubuntu-restricted package as a first step.  Generally I could have used Ubuntu, and been quite happy with it on this machine as well, but I wanted a change.</p>
<p>Installing the graphics driver was a bit of a chore.  I had to go to a launchpad site and add their two repos to my sources.  Then add a handful of packages.  When I rebooted I was informed that the driver requires DRM.  A quick Google search later and I found the solution.  Apparently I needed to install Kernel Sources, which the previous instructions appeared to have left out.  Took care of that from the console, restarted and I&#8217;ve got XOrg in all it&#8217;s 1366&#215;768 glory.  I made a couple of tweaks to the /etc/X11/xorg.conf for stability, restarted one final time, and now the system is stable too.</p>
<p>I plan on using this netbook for a couple of different tasks.  First I intend to use it as my primary Ham Radio computer for FLDIGI and Logging.  Neither of those tasks requires a real high horsepower machine, and this one will do the trick quite nicely.  Second I have an HF station in the car, with a second digital interface.  It might be fun to do a little PSK-31 Mobile on trips while Pami is driving, or while waiting in a parking lot.  It&#8217;ll also be nice to have my station log book in an easy to tote around format.  The Netbook is small enough I anticipate taking it with me most places, which means if I make any voice contacts while in the car I should have easy access to my logs there as well.  Finally I am on call about one out of every three weeks.  Work issues us a Dell Vostro A90 (think Mini-9 in all black) along with a Sprint MiFi.  This is a great combination for quick and dirty tasks, but the keyboard is small enough that any amount of real work becomes pretty frustrating quickly.  The larger keyboard on the AA1 is actually a joy to type on.  I&#8217;ve typed this entire post using it and don&#8217;t feel like an EMACS user yet.</p>
<p>All in all I have high hopes for this little machine.  As I get a few more miles on it I&#8217;ll check back and let you know how the extended road test is going.  73!</p>
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		<title>HR 2160 &#8212; A Sample Letter To Your Congressman</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=471</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 12 Sep 2009 13:43:39 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>W9ZEB</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dear Congressman:

 As a voter in your district and as one of the nearly 700,000 licensees across the nation, I ask for your support of H.R. 2160, the “Amateur Radio Emergency Communications Enhancement Act of 2009.”

H.R. 2160 instructs the Secretary of Homeland Security to undertake a study, and report its findings to Congress within 180 [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Dear Congressman:</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;"> As a voter in your district and as one of the nearly 700,000 licensees across the nation, I ask for your support of H.R. 2160, the “Amateur Radio Emergency Communications Enhancement Act of 2009.”</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">H.R. 2160 instructs the Secretary of Homeland Security to undertake a study, and report its findings to Congress within 180 days, on the uses and capabilities of Amateur Radio <span style="color: #000000;">communications in emergencies and disaster relief. This study should:</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<li>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;">Include 	recommendations for enhancements in the voluntary deployment of 	Amateur Radio licensees in disaster and emergency communications and 	disaster relief efforts;</span></p>
</li>
<li>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;">Include 	recommendations for improved integration of Amateur Radio operators 	in planning and in furtherance of the Department of Homeland 	Security initiatives;</span></p>
</li>
<li>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;">Identify 	unreasonable or unnecessary impediments to enhanced Amateur Radio 	communications, such as the effects of private land use regulations 	on residential antenna installations, and make recommendations 	regarding such impediments;</span></p>
</li>
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<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;">Include an 	evaluation of section 207 of the Telecommunications Act of 1996 	(Public Law 104-104, 110 Stat. 56 (1996); and recommend whether 	section 207 should be modified to prevent unreasonable private land 	use restrictions that impair the ability of amateurs to conduct, or 	prepare to conduct, emergency communications.</span></p>
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</ul>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;"> Amateur Radio operators across the US repeatedly demonstrate our commitment to public service and emergency communications. Through our work with Homeland Security activities, state and local Emergency Management offices, and with numerous private agencies, Amateur Radio operators make a difference.  We need your support to help address the challenges facing us as we seek to improve our capabilities to serve.</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: #000000;"> Please consider becoming a cosponsor for H.R. 2160 and please support the bill as it works its way through committee and the House of Representatives.</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">Sincerely,</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<p style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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		<title>Icom IC-746Pro Heading For Service</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=467</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Sep 2009 11:00:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>W9ZEB</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been a long time coming.  In fact the radio has been sitting since Field Day 2008 waiting to be repaired and I&#8217;m finally ready to just pay Icom to do it.  You see the ALC Meter, Forward Power Meter, and SWR Meter are not working.  This likely means a single diode is bad.  Unfortunately [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It&#8217;s been a long time coming.  In fact the radio has been sitting since Field Day 2008 waiting to be repaired and I&#8217;m finally ready to just pay Icom to do it.  You see the ALC Meter, Forward Power Meter, and SWR Meter are not working.  This likely means a single diode is bad.  Unfortunately in a radio the size of a shoebox for a pair of work boots there are a LOT of circuit boards, with almost exclusively surface mount components.  I lack the ability to actually track down the failing part, and the skill to actually replace it.</p>
<p>In any case I&#8217;ve heard Icom America has a great service department.  I&#8217;m about to find out.  Can&#8217;t wait to get my station put back together this fall for some operating over the cold months on PSK-31 again.</p>
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		<title>Status Update</title>
		<link>http://w9zeb.org/?p=457</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:00:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>W9ZEB</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been a while since I updated this page but I have a good excuse.  You see my daughter was born.  She&#8217;s now 11 weeks old.  I can hardly believe it!  The joys of watching her grow up even this little bit is indescribable so I guess I won&#8217;t try.  Parents, I know you know [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It&#8217;s been a while since I updated this page but I have a good excuse.  You see my daughter was born.  She&#8217;s now 11 weeks old.  I can hardly believe it!  The joys of watching her grow up even this little bit is indescribable so I guess I won&#8217;t try.  Parents, I know you know what I mean.</p>
<p>The month has been a roller coaster in itself. July 30 &#8211; August 4. my parents came down to visit us.  My mom was on summer break as she&#8217;s an elementary school art teacher.  They live about 300 miles away and wanted to spend time with Kira.  I let them babysit while Pami and I worked on Friday and Monday, as well as part of the day Saturday.  It was wonderful as they got to spend time with their grand daughter, and Pami and I got a little time to ourselves.</p>
<p>That weekend my mom got the results to her last exam, and found out she had uterine cancer.  She made plans to have surgery the following Monday, August 10th.  Pami and I went up to spend time with them that weekend, and to be there for the surgery.  She got through the surgery alright on Monday.  We headed back to Indiana Tuesday morning.  I talked to my mom on Thursday the 13th and found out she got the results from her additional biopsies, she was cancer free following the surgery, which was exceptional news.</p>
<p>I talked to my mom again on August 20th and 21st.  She was at home, and on the mend.  She was really looking forward to school starting, and had a plan to go back before she was likely to be really ready.  She was going to sit in the middle of the room, and explain that if the kids didn&#8217;t behave themselves they would be the ones responsible for canceling Art Class for the entire school for six whole weeks.  We had a really good chat those days and she really did sound like she was doing pretty well.</p>
<p>On Thursday August 27th I got an urgent phone message from my dad.  It turns out Mom had been having problems with being sick over the weekend, had seen the surgen, and her doctor twice that week to try to settle her stomach.  Thursday afternoon my dad came home from work and mom was in some level of respiratory distress.  He rushed her to the ER, who admitted her to the I.C.U.  He said to me at that point we didn&#8217;t know anything, and that we, pami and I, shouldn&#8217;t do anything heroic.</p>
<p>Friday morning I went to work, and received a phone call pretty early from my dad.  He said that mom had some kind of blockage, that lead to ~4L of fluid to build up in her stomach.  She must have gotten some of that into her lungs which lead to the breathing problems.  He said her status hadn&#8217;t really changed much, and that we should stay near a phone but not make any major changes yet.  I spent much of the day worrying about what was happening, but kept working which helped keep my mind occupied.</p>
<p>Friday night around 7:00 or so I got a call from my dad saying that mom had had surgery that day, she got through that pretty well, which was the good news.  The bad news was that she wasn&#8217;t breathing well because of the damage to her lungs.  This is where I had my first real meltdown.  I was still at work, and after composing myself managed to go back and get another 45 minutes worth of migrations done.  Then took the next call from my dad.  He said both the Doctor and Nurse had new numbers for him, and that mom&#8217;s O2 levels were so low it was unlikely she would make it until morning.  I almost couldn&#8217;t talk at this point&#8230;&#8230;..</p>
<p>I managed to collect myself enough to get back to my desk.  Started to collect my things, put Kira in the car seat, and told my co-workers that things weren&#8217;t looking good and that I had to leave.  I&#8217;m not sure of the order of things from there but a few things happened.</p>
<ul>
<li>I managed to get home</li>
<li>Pami&#8217;s Sister got to my house</li>
<li>I talked to Pami and explained I needed to be in Wisconsin 3 hours ago</li>
<li>I was in a car near Chicago</li>
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<p>I got a call from my dad on the way north, we were near the Lake Forest Oasis on I-94 when he called.  He had received a call from the hospital that he needed to be there ASAP.  Shortly after that call, he called again to say that while he was on the phone with me, my mom had died.  We met him at the hospital an hour or so later, and I got to see my mom which was really hard because every time I looked at her I expected to see her breathe.</p>
<p>We met with the funeral director on Monday, and scheduled the funeral for Wednesday August 30th.  The funeral was both difficult, and wonderful at the same time.  First the fantastic people at <a title="Six Feet Up" href="http://sixfeetup.com" target="_blank">Six Feet Up</a> sent a peace plant arrangement with a card that was totally unexpected, and wonderful.  Thank you all!  Second it was amazing to see all the people whos lives my mom had touched.  The <a title="Brookfield Christian School" href="http://www.brookfieldchristian.org/" target="_blank">Brookfield Christian School</a> closed so that any of the faculty who wanted to go to the funeral could, most if not all of them came, as well as any of the students.  A lot of the parents of children who were students of my mom mentioned the stories she would tell of her brothers, especially Jimmy.  A couple mentioned that they thought they knew me just from all the stories my mom had told about me in her classes.  And one boys mother explained that stories about me, and having to deal with bullies in elementary school really helped her son.  More than just students and teachers came to mom&#8217;s funeral though.  There were Sunday school children who came, over fifty Red Hatters came wearing their purple dresses and red hats.  If there had been any doubt that my mom was a good person who was well loved before this day certainly would have abolished those thoughts.</p>
<p>In any case, there&#8217;s a lot more to tell but I&#8217;m rambling, you&#8217;re likely uninterested, and it&#8217;s 4am.  Thanks for letting me put this in writting.  Hopefully I&#8217;ll get back to writing more regularly.</p>
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		<title>PC-BSD &amp; OpenSource</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 23:15:17 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category><![CDATA[General Geek]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Open Source system administrator seeks to replace OS X with PC-BSD on his work laptop.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I <a title="Open Source Community" href="http://w9zeb.org/?p=308" target="_blank">mentioned earlier</a> that the company I work for is firmly rooted in Open Source software.  Almost all of our servers are running FreeBSD with a couple, read three, CentOS Linux servers for Xen thrown in.  All of the sites we develop use exclusively  Open Source software as well, nginx, varnish, pound and zope for example.  The exception to our commitment to Open Source is on our desktop.  We all have Mac Notebooks, running OS X.  While parts of OS X are Open Source, the vast majority of the OS is not.</p>
<p>Our lead developer mentioned an interest in moving onto something else due to some performance problems in OS X.  Today he explained he had downloaded PC-BSD to run as a Virtual Machine.  I&#8217;ve been using PC-BSD on and off since version 1.2 was in beta and really like it.  The recent move to KDE4 is a bit of a turn off for me, but it can obviously be worked around.  So, as I&#8217;m writing this I am actively backing up my Mac in preparation of installing PC-BSD on a 30 GB partition.  I&#8217;ll be sure to report back after I play with it on the Mac hardware for a week or so, and will do my due diligence and report any bugs I encounter to the PC-BSD bug trackers.</p>
<p>Thanks for reading, and be sure to pop back for a review of PC-BSD on my Mac Book Pro.</p>
<p>Thanks to: <a title="relax7d(2) on Flickr" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/25114206@N02/2565944794/" target="_blank">relax7d(2)</a> for the image.</p>
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		<title>Becoming a full time Mac user</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Jun 2009 03:52:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[This last weekend I finally removed Fedora Linux from my work computer.  This Unix Geek has become an OS X user.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This last weekend I finally removed Fedora Linux from my work computer.  I have reached the point I spent very little time not booted into OS X.  I have also realized that switching between the Mac and PC keybord shortcuts is annoying.  I has only taken me eight months to get to this point.  I previously mentioned som pieces of software oj the mac I am rather fond of.  I can actually say that for the most part OS X can now be included in that list.  Finally no matter how much &#8220;better&#8221; it might be, I&#8217;m not a fan of the system Apple decided to replace /etc/rc.conf with.  OS X isn&#8217;t without it&#8217;s flaws.  Java performance is abysmal.  Which wouldn&#8217;t be so bad if I wasn&#8217;t an Open Office user.  Next OS X 10.5.7 isn&#8217;t exactly the fastest operating system in the world.  Applications I use regularly take noticeably longer to start than the same software on Linux using the same hardware.  And I&#8217;m not going to stop complaining about the fact a touch typist from any other operating system has to re-train his/her fingers to type on a Mac.  Things I do like.  Suspend / Restore works flawlessly, close the lid it goes to sleep.  Open the lid, and in seconds you&#8217;re working again.  The battery life is fantastic considering the hardware.  The User Interface isn&#8217;t bad.  Especially after a few minor changes.  Things like getting rid of the bouncing dock icons, and making apps that are hidden go transparent on the dock.  iTerm is actually a pretty solid application, and an improvement over the default Apple terminal, which also isn&#8217;t awful.  Mac Ports, while not identical to the Ports system on FreeBSD is similar enough to keep me happy.  I recently made a decision in my life.  I am done buying &#8220;Technically superior, less supported hardware.&#8221;  Examples from my past would be, for instance, a Creative Labs Zen Vision:M media player.  I evaluated that, the iPod Video 30gb, and the first generation Microsoft Zune.  Of the three the Zen was the superior device.  Unfortunately like many Superior devices, Betamax anyone? It is the less popular, and therefore less supported.  I also own a Sprint Mogul phone.  It&#8217;s a pretty solid PDA.  What it&#8217;s not is a good phone.  It&#8217;s also not a terribly good anything else.  I don&#8217;t know that I&#8217;d say I&#8217;m excited about becoming an Apple convert.  But I am excited about a hopefully improved computing experience going forward.  Thanks to: <a title="Midnight Glory on Flickr" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/midnightglory/2314424352/" target="_blank">Midnightglory</a> for the image</p>
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